What is the point of living when it is no longer my life. Take control of it all when all there is left is hate. What love. There is none.
I wonder when I will crave for food again
For those who take joy in my pain and sufferings. Are you even human?
I’m unable to wake up from this nightmare. I have no will nor power to fight against this anymore. I’m just afraid. Just afraid. It’s like I’m all alone in this pit of darkness.
I’ve lost faith in humanity.
I was wrong about everything. My mind is messed up. What is reality anyways.
Living in fear. There is no one to save me.
numb from all this pain
studying and butchering songs while I’m at it
how do i drown out the pain?
mentally and physically exhausted.